The True Monsters Do More Harm Than Good


Basically this article is written for Experiencers but I feel that what is going to be shown here will help a lot more than those that actually had these experiences but those that may think they have had, or are researchers of those that think they may have had, and or truly have had these encounters.

There will be those that read this and find it hard to swallow as most of my experiences seem to be to those that read them but I can not let what people think or believe influence the way I speak about what I know.
Lets start out with alien abductions.
It is being claimed by some that alien abductions can be brought to the end by the shouting of holy names, a prayer, or spouting some newage spewage babalations and or wearing anti alien oils or rewriting contracts with aliens, or buying alien repelling disc.
Let me tell you now you can call on Jesus Christ, Jehovah, Yewah, Buddha, Eom, Yarrl and Ylruc.

You can shout White Light , No No No , and Ou E Ou Ah Ah Ting Tang Walla Walla Bing Bang, and that won't work either.

If it is a real abduction nothing you do will stop it.
These Entities are as tangible as you and I are so your cries of "what so ever" is as useful on them as they would be on a group of humans intent on your abduction , it won't work!

Know that they ,the ETs , sometimes to make it easier will make you think nothing happened and they just went away while in truth they will have done what they were there for and Mind Wiped you or give you the memory that you just told them to go away and they did.

Or you in order to keep your sanity will convince yourself or mentally blind yourself to the true events that has happened but none the less they have done what they came there to do.
Any one who claims they sent them away have not had real encounters.

They did not come from all the way across a universe or another dimension just to be run off by what amounts to someone flapping an apron at them and saying,
" Shoo shoo, you scary aliens!!!"
I do not say that people have not encountered things they could drive away but if they did it was not aliens only these other things pretending to be aliens....

They have their reasons for coming here and out side of getting a gun and blowing them away there is nothing you can do or say to stop them from doing that.
Anyone I don't care who they are and how many books they write or wrote that says you can chase them away has never encountered the real thing.

My experiences did not come from books and that is why I don't bother reading many books on this subject for they are mainly written by people who have not had a real encounter.

In that list I include Bud Hopkins whom I know personally, Prof. John Mack whom I also know , Prof. Jacobs , and the others of the parade of coo coos , quacks , phonies , and zealots that the bookstores are full of now.

These people cause endless problems for those who have had the real thing happen and still happening to them when was the last time the writer of the Anderus Affair had a real abduction?

Abduction means they came and took you against your will not that they came and you said no and they said ok and walked away.

If the person was not taken it was not an abduction and if something did come and they sent it away it was not aliens or as I said before these people had there minds scrambled and were told they had not been abducted or told themselves that.
I am an Experiencer so I know and don't have the pleasure or the comfort offered by believing.

Beliefs change from day to day true experiences don't.

I did not read about this and have myself hypnotized to reclaim my memories of these events in my life.

My memories are pure and intact from the time these things occurred though admittedly at that time I didn't know what the hell was going on.

I did have one encounter which I thought I had driven them off but later come to realize they were trying to communicate something to me.

I know that now for they had taken my money pouch and place it in front of my hidden camera.

They allowed me to just glimpse enough of my encounter to know it was real.

But they knew where the camera was hidden and I am sure they also knew how to turn off the VCR in the other room.

So I now realize even that was part of their plains to let me know what had happened was real.

True they may have did it for their own purposes and not because they wanted me to get over my fear and trauma , but neither I or the book writers really know what's going on.

I am spurred in this by my wanting to know what happened to me , what is going on , and did any one else have this happen to them?

What motivates these book writers?
How many of them share the millions they make off their books with the people whom's misery and confusion that they have recorded in them?

How many of them offer to help them freely with out getting the copy rights to these peoples lives?

Why was a dear friend of mine thrown out of a Bud Hopkins meeting , that was called so a reporter from the New York Times could do a story on him, just because she dared to say that their was a transformative effect of these encounters that sometimes benefited the Experiencer?

Yet a year later when both she and I was on CNN News Talk Live he sat there and then began to talk about the transformative effects that these encounters sometime have on the Encounterer and no longer branded them as being sufferers of The Stockholm Syndrome?

Could it be that scary aliens were old hat and it was time for him to swing the other way now?

True he could have learned something during the time he was dealing with abductees, but what of those who needed him and he would not see because they were not singing his song and would not sing it because the notes

were all wrong ?

How much harm was done to real abductees by John Mack's being suckered by a fake Abductee?

Or Dr. David Jacobs confusing stand on a phenomena he has no understanding of?

Not to mention the others who start their own personal Abductee Zoos so that they can pass themselves of as the bringers of the light to this subject on tv just to abandon them when the media's interest dwindles?

We who have to deal with the madness of these encounters seem only to be called on to explain the doing of those that have not had these experiences.

For example Heavens Gate none of them were real Experiencers.

Had they been they would have known you don't die to be taken aboard a craft.

If they are coming for you they know where to find you and how to get you.

So as far as it gos for these Newagers that spout this nonsense about call on the White Light , Jesus , or your own higher self to chase away aliens and or those that now claim to for a small fee $500.00 they can rewrite your contract with aliens so they will no longer abduct you ,or the seller of the anti alien abduction oils and all the fools that pay for and use and believe this stuff I say great if it makes you feel better and you are not hurting any one but yourself fine.....

But please don't try to push that stuff off on a real Experiencer.

We don't need snake oil and false prophets we need real information and not things that sound good but mean nothing.....
When people read or hear of things like is written below is there any wonder that some are inclined think these entities are evil or demonic?

Abduction "Checklist"

Are Aliens Negative From Our Point of View?

by Dr. Karla Turner


If "abduction" reports can be believed--and there is no reason to doubt

the honesty of the reporters--the abduction phenomenon includes the

following details:


1) Aliens can alter our perception of our surroundings.


2) Aliens can control what we think we see. They can appear to us in any

number of guises, and shapes.


3) Aliens can take us--our consciousness--out of our physical bodies,

disable our control of our bodies, install one of their own entities,

and use our bodies as vehicles for their own activities before returning

our consciousness to our bodies.


4) Aliens can be present with us in an invisible state and can make

themselves only partially visible.


5) Abductees receive marks on their bodies other than the well-known

scoops and straight-line scars. These other marks include single

punctures, multiple punctures, large bruises, three- and four-fingered

claw marks, and triangles of every possible sort.


6) Females abductees often suffer serious gynecological problems after

their alien encounters, and sometimes these problems lead to cysts,

tumors, cancer of the breasts and uterus, and to hysterectomies.


7) Aliens take body fluids from our necks, spines, blood veins, joints

such as knees and wrists, and other places. They also inject unknown

fluids into various parts of our bodies.


8) A surprising number of abductees suffer from serious illnesses they

didn't have before their encounters. These have led to surgery,

debilitation, and even death from causes the doctors can't identify.


9) Some abductees experience a degeneration of their mental, social, and

spiritual well-being. Excessive behavior frequently erupts, such as drug

abuse, alcoholism, overeating, and promiscuity. Strange obsessions

develop and cause the disruption of normal life and the destruction of

personal relationships.


10) Aliens show a great interest in adult sexuality, child sexuality,

and in inflicting physical pain on abductees.


11) Abductees recall being instructed and trained by aliens. This

training may be in the form of verbal or telepathic lessons, slide

shows, or actual hands-on instruction in the operation of alien



12) Abductees report being taken to facilities in which they encounter

not only aliens but also normal-looking humans, sometimes in military

uniforms, working with the alien captors.


13) Abductees often encounter more than one sort of alien during an

experience, not just the grays. Every possible combination of gray,

reptoid, insectoid, blond, and widow's peak have been seen during single

abductions, aboard the same craft or in the same facility.


14) Abductees--"virgin" cases--report being taken to underground

facilities where they see grotesque hybrid creatures, nurseries of

hybrid humanoid fetuses, and vats of colored liquid filled with parts of

human bodies.


15) Abductees report seeing other humans in these facilities being

drained of blood, being mutilated, flayed, and dismembered, and stacked,

lifeless like cords of wood. Some abductees have been threatened that

they, too, will end up in this condition if they don't co-operate with

their alien captors.


16) Aliens come into homes and temporary remove young children, leaving

their distraught parents paralyzed and helpless. In cases where a parent

has been able to protest, the aliens insist that "The children belong to



17) Aliens have forced their human abductees to have sexual intercourse

with aliens and even with other abductees while groups of aliens observe

these performances. In such encounters, the aliens have sometimes

disguised themselves in order to gain the cooperation of the abductee,

appearing in such forms as Jesus, the Pope, certain celebrities, and

even the dead spouses of the abductees.


18) Aliens perform extremely painful experiments or procedures on

abductees, saying that these acts are necessary but give no explanation

why.....Painful genital and anal probes are performed, on children as

well as adults.


19) Aliens make predictions of an imminent period of global chaos and

destruction. They say that a certain number of humans...will be

"rescued" from the planet in order to continue the species, either on

another planet or back on earth after the destruction is over. Many

abductees report they don't believe their alien captors and foresee

instead a much more sinister use of the "rescued" humans.


"In every instance from this list, there are multiple reports from

unrelated cases, confirming that such bizarre details are not the

product of a single deranged mind. These details are convincing evidence

that, contrary to the claims of many UFO researchers, the abduction

experience isn't limited to uniform pattern of events. This phenomenon

simply can't be explained in terms of cross- breeding experiments or

scientific research into the human physiology....... Before we allow

ourselves to believe in the benevolence of the alien interaction , we

should ask, do enlightened beings need to use the cover of night to

perform good deeds? Do they need to paralyze us and render us helpless

to resist? Do angels need to steal our fetuses? Do they need to

manipulate our children's genitals and probe our rectums? Are fear,

pain, and deception consistent with high spiritual motives?"


Hell all of this being told to someone that have never encountered these entities sounds terrible in that vacuum but let us look and see if these things are viewed in another light if they would appear be so threatening.
The fact is,
I have read of equally bad things being done by angels in the bible too , but then I also believe those guys too were all aliens in as much as they were not natives of the Earth.
It should be remembered when we first heard of the needle being shoved into Betty Hills navel we were shocked , horrified , disgusted , and mystified as to why they would do that too , but now we do the same and it is a benefit to the pregnant mothers to be and their children.

What would the wonders preformed in todays hospitals every day look like to those of the dark ages?
When one thinks of the works done in genetics today and thinks of how one day if we lose a limb or are afflicted with a defective organ, we too will have a new one grown in a tank to replace it.

Then it won't seem so terrible to see body parts floating in a tank will it?

We are already working on growing skin to replace that of burn victims aren't we?

How would that look to a person from just fifty years ago?

The problem to our attempts to understand this phenomena comes when we look at a culture obviously more technically , and medically advanced than we are in certain things.

Remember airships were seen before airships were produced by men as well as jets.
Could it be that these reports are coming from people that were being shown things to spur our conscious toward looking at things in a different way?

Remember they are not the only one who have shoved probes into rectums is that not how we search for prostrate cancer in men?

How many lives did that save?

For the fact that they were reported doing this first be that they were teaching us by there actions?

Here again it seems their culture is being judged by ours and as we all know that does not work out correctly when we are just dealing with other humans much less a alien telepathic society.

Some of the things reported seen , if they were expressed on a telepathic bases, would be experienced in total , as real time events to those into whom's minds these thoughts were projected.

I often wonder how time would be viewed by those whom's minds still contained every thing that was ever experienced by any of their species stretching back to their beginning in an unbroken flow.

For the death of any of these individuals would not mean the death of their experiences for it would still remain alive with the their Quantum Mind and in such a collective connected mind would the thoughts of those to come be shared with those that are?

Linear thoughts end with the individual but those with minds that are connected will experience all the time that their race is in the universe at once.

Therefore ; to them they would see and know all things to come and where to be to make things happen in accordance to their plans would they not?

If they were trying to give this information to on of a Linear mind would it not seen to be a horror that they are viewing with out knowing why the things they are seeing done is being done?

Tell me if your mind could be placed in to a younger or healthier body on grown in a tank with out that body ever having being occupied by an others consciousness would you have it grown for you ?

Would you have your old one thrown on the wood pile to be recycled?

I think most would give a resounding yes!

With genetic manipulation this will become a reality with in the life time of some that is reading this article now.

Who wants to live forever ?

Yet there will be those that will be horrified at that thought. They will then march around outside the "New Life Centers" calling it sin and sending assassins to murder the New Life Doctors they feel that extending like is robbing Heaven of souls or some other such silly nonsense, until the time comes for them to go then will it seem such a horror?

With this view in mind now what was said in the above article seems not to be so frightening to me though again , I too am a Linear thinker, and so there may be corners I have not looked a round also.

And think about it with all that , that is said and I have seen them do if they wanted to ice us would not we'd be toast by now?
This is why I have the problems I do with the researchers because they have not had the face to face encounters with these beings they are left to fill in the blanks of things that they have no first person references to.
You can read every book and word ever written about a tree but until you have stood in the presence of a tree you have no idea of what one is like.
You can not know is movements its sounds its smells its textures or even how it makes you feel by being before you.
This is what is lost in the translation of a true Experiencers encounter with these entities for even the true Experiencer being of a Linear mind can not all at once absorb the fullness of the encounter themselves.
One second of a encounter with the Quantum Reality will take the Linear Encountery an eternity describe for it manifest in all points and levels of the Encountery at one time inside and outside.
I will explain in the following example, think of a circle, now draw a circle.
If you look at the circle you drew you can tell were it began and ended, for the circle you drew is of the Linear.
But the circle you thought of is of the Quantum Continuum and so had no beginning or end it just was the moment you thought of it.
Those entities that use telepathy speak in Quantumantics so one thought received from them contain many aspects but the linear mind can not open then all with out much re and re hashing.
Most abductions take place in a Quantum Reality or outside of the Linear Continuum that is not to say they are not real in any way for is the you with in your mind not real though not tangible?
To understand or try to understand these Quantum Encounters researchers must learn to think in a new way Quantumantically, which as of yet none of them do or can fir they have not yet experienced it, and so they slug along getting trapped with in the doings wanting to know how a Quantum circle is drawn on the Linear level for on the linear level all things must have a beginning and a end.
This is why such encounters may take years to be fully remembered by an Experiencer and why for the most a part it is the sub conscience that holds it all for the sub conscience is the Quantum Mind.
This is why hypnosis is used to get to the sub conscience or the Quantum Mind, but this is also why hypnosis is not a good tool for let us not forget all of our minds are connected to and spring out of the Quantum Mind, and that is how the bleed over occurs under hypnosis.
Even if the hypnotist does not lead the subject willing to their own conclusion one the Quantum Mind is accessed, like two beads of water, they flow into one and other and become one.
If we imagine the hypnotist mind as being the one with momentum for it is the one that is probing and the subject mind as being stationary when the merging comes the former will dominate the flow with in the later.
This is the problem I have with hypnosis and memory retrieval an being so Budd Hopkins, John Mack, Dr. Jacobs, and the rest of these that are touted as experts in this phenomena.
I know Bud Hopkins personally.

Not only have I talked to Bud Hopkins but he has some of my video tapes of UFOs and of my abduction site and uses them to show people the signs of true abductions but he has never called me to one of his meetings because I refuse to be hypnotized and I talk of more than just the greys.

When I ask him if he has viewed my tapes he says no but I know from others who have gone to him he shows them my tape for they have told me so.

Bud Hopkins seems only interested in promoting the terror of these encounters and any one who dares to speak of being transformed by these encounters are cast out of his meetings and are called victims of the Stockholm Syndrome.

He is no expert ,for to be an expert encompasses experiencing the phenomena which he has not.

My feeling is that he is a good man at heart as is John Mack whom have given tapes to but they do not know what to really to look for in abduction scenarios and threw their innocent ignorance end up doing more harm than good to those they think they are helping.

I am a friend of some of the people you have seen on programs of abductions most of them have come from his group and have been with him for years but he has to this day not help one of them deal with the resulting trauma of these encounters.

I tell most people who I speak to about this do not go under hypnosis for your remembrances can be tainted by the hypnotist depending on how they feel about these things.

I know this to be true from an experience I had in my late teens.

I brought a book on self hypnosis which also taught you how to hypnotize others.

I was thinking it would help my recall for the coming regent exams in school.

Hint ,studying does more for you.....

Anyway I asked my friend if I could try to put him under.

At first he was a bit put off by it but I explained that I was only going to see if I could put him to sleep and showed him in the book where it says you can't make anyone do what they would not do normally so clucking like a chicken was out.

He agreed (After I bribed him with the promise of getting him anything he wanted to eat no matter what) I had him lay down on my bed and focus on a red dot I had put on my ceiling.

I then began to try to put him under but he never went to sleep.

While I was talking to him my mind was on what I was going to do once I was finished.

I wanted a pizza and was thinking I wanted it with mushrooms extra cheese and heavy on the garlic with a grape soda.

My friend was a Kentucky Fried Chicken fiend so I knew it would be a bucket off twenty pieces so pizza was out.

After about an hour of trying I gave up and said,

"Lets go get something to eat what do you want?"

You guessed it he wanted a pizza heavy on the mushrooms cheese and garlic with a grape soda.

The thing is he did not only disliked mushrooms but also garlic.

This was the first thing that stood out in my mind for it was a complete reverse of his nature before that time he might have asked for a pizza but never with mushrooms or garlic.

Sausage , pepperoni , ground beef ,yes but never those hated mushrooms.

It was not only that but there was other things that had crossed my mind during the time I was trying to put him under that he had acted on later that day and even years later was still influenced by.....

These were things only I could recognize for I had never given voice to them.

There was no way he could have known that scared me so bad that I never bothered with it again.

Years later this became big news and is now used to discredit any one who has been put under hypnosis as having false memory syndrome or being influenced by the investigator.

Was this a result of Alien intervention so I would keep my remembrances pure or was it just a case of GOD protecting fools and babies?

I don't know and none but "They" can truly say what is what?

I only say if you have any experiences do not get hypnotized as it can corrupt true memories.

I am an Experiencer and I know well the treatment one can receive at the hands of one of these famed "Researchers and Abductee Support Groups."

You will see I was a victim of both of these groups and well know the hurt and harm that can be done by these groups.

I was lucky and had a friend to aid me through the dejection and confusion that follows when one encounters such groups and peoples add to that you are in the midst of trying to put your world together after having your understanding of your place in the universe shattered by a real abduction and you can understand how your trauma can be compounded when those who do not have your best interest in mind are allowed to enter your life, your heart, and far worst your mind...
The other one guilty of the nonsense that true Experiencers are forced to endure are those like Commander X, The Ishstar Command, Black Ops, and the Underground bases attested to by those that run around waving blacked out documents they claim to got from reliable but unnameable deep throat informers within the Pentagon, CIA ,FBI, and DOD.
The latest document I have received of this ilk is called Project Rainbow it is as follows I reproduce it here as I received it unedited;


What is it?
Most people know I have informers in the Pentagon,CIA,FBI,and DOD.

Sporadically I will receive copies of Top Secret Documents in the mail.

Although they could be fake, they all come from top government address.
When I received these in the mail I fell through the floor. Could this be


If it is, we are in for some major problems.
Read them and weap. They will knock your socks off.

OCTOBER, 1998.BRIEFING OFFICER; ADM. [Rest of the line is Blacked Out.]NOTE:

This document has been prepared as a preliminary briefingonly. It should be

regarded as introductory to a full operationsbriefing intended to

follow.Greeting fellow members:We are about to encounter the most complex

assignment that hasever been fixed before us. This assignment pertains to the

progressingassault. As you well perceive the source of all specific

informationmust be held in strict confidence.Our arrangement with the Aliens

has been suspended. We havebeen threatened by reason of the breaking the

treaty. If wecontinue to expand our technological aspects, then the

aggressionwill be even sooner then expected. We have been ingenious

inconcealing the invasion so far, but not much longer.They have two principal

objectives.1. To genocide our race.2. To govern over us as they have many

other Universal races.If we continue as we are, the Earth will encounter the

mostdestructive reaction ever seen.We have acquired that the invasion starts

with domination.They have penetrated our midst by two means.1. They use our

bodies, as host and take total controls of allare senses and body functions.

The body then becomes adeath like state with no means of control. The new host

hassuper human strength and has the ability to clone it's self intoany other

being. They use DNA transfer technology to achievethis. Most hosts enter

through the ear, mouth, and rectum.2. They use false human outer skin-shells

to disguise themselves.This shell is made of human-like skin. When this shell

is producedit can take on any and all human like characteristic.If we are to

have any vantagepoint over them we must first findthe desired infiltrators.

There are around 300,000 present on theEarth today.A specific amount of the

common public has the ability to seethrough their disguise and view them as

they are. We are in theprocess of recruiting these people to use against this

aggression.If we receive assistance from these people we may have

afortification to combat them.It is my greatest request that you find and

recruit these individualsas soon as possible.You have my total support in your

recruiting.Please report back to me as soon as possible.******************

[18 *'s]* TOP SECRET *******************EYES ONLY

COPY ONE OF ONE---------- ---------- ---------- ----------

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[If anyone

finds any typos in my transcription, please let me know. I checked it

twice.][My comments:The English is not good and the typing is bad. It would

be typical ofa military or black-project letter that I would expect to have

beenwritten in the 1940s or 1950s.It would be easy to just type this up today,

scan it in, and then post it.It has a lot of similarities with a Star Trek

episode, and with other SF movies.The question is: were the movies a source

of the information (laterwritten), or are the movies a warning to the masses,

given or channeled?If taken a fact, it could (in a SF novel manner, I repeat -

it could)explain why a lot of unrest and control manipulation is happening

todaywithin the US and in the rest of the world, why concentration camps

arebeing built and activated within the US, and why no one seems to care

thatmillions or people in Russia and North Korea are starving.I wonder if

there is any truth to this, or if we should assume it to betrue, look around,

and take the necessary action.It's your movie. (from an old Est Seminar...


I am sorry but how can any one really believe this nonsense?

It looks like both sections of the article have the same type of type Os in them, hmmm, any ideas on what that could mean anyone?

It seems it is to easy for someone to sit down and fantasize or confabulate a big lie and claim they got it from a reliable resource that can't give out their real name.

Well excuse me for noticing if this is real information from the MJ 12 it would be far to easy to find out who leaked it.

This is just more dis information UFOage garbage and maniac babelations from the on going " It's End Of The Worldity Paranoiathon. "

With what I have seen and know these entities can, and do, do they don't have to sneak around in human skins to take over if that is what they want.

If they wanted us they would have us by now.

It sounds like bad science fiction because it IS bad science fiction.

It's just too bad that there are those out there now that have read this bunko and are even now racing to get their guns or cyanide tablets, and end up hurting themselves or others do to some idiotic article they read like this.

Who will take the blame for this when these articles cause some foolish believer to stand up in a shopping mall and shoot down innocent people they see because they think they are aliens in human skins?

How will these people feel when suicides start turning up because this stuff is allowed to go out unchecked?

This article even puts me in danger of those that would read and believe this junk.

I lecture on my experiences and encounters and I don't chant " The evil alien" mantra nor sing in " The they are here to save us! " chorus either.

Am I now to be candidate for a bullet because I am considered a " Skinner " ie an alien in human clothing or skin?

I have been having these things going on in my life for 48 years, and I still don't know what the hell they are up to.

Yes I have learned to deal with the trauma and the fear these encounters caused and I have had the transformations, insights, yes and benefits, that come from this too, but at the end of the day no one but GOD knows what is going on behind this phenomena, and GOD like the aliens, "Ain't " talking.............

UFOs are on record out running missiles launched at them.

Flying over our missile silos and re programming the computers that guide them.

They have been known to cause wide spread blackouts.

They have shut down the engines of jets sent to chase them.

They can open up portals and vortex in the sky and pop from one area to the next.

There are cases in history were whole platoons of men and villages of people have been takened.

Its on record where they have blasted radar stations.

On a more personal basis I have a video tape that shows how they can scramble the electronic image on tape while leaving the sound track untouched and intact.

Was the one that wrote this article or the one brought them this so called secret information a true Experiencer?

Has either ever seen an alien outside of those in the movies, on tv, or their own fantasizing?

Has either ever really witnessed what these entities can do?

Have they ever experienced how they can move themselves and you outside of time?

When they can make you see anything that they want you to see by putting the images into your head why on Earth or off of Earth for that matter do they need to re enact out the Boston tea party in Human Drag?

Only some one with out the true experience would dream up such tripe.

Sorry if I seem harsh but I know what fear and confusion this kind of stuff triggers in those who have just had an experience or just are beginning to realize they have been having these encounters.

Once as a child I had a terrible nightmare that as my mother turned away from me I noticed that skin on the side of her face was peeling away and I saw burnt looking or lizard like skin below the skin of her face.

In that terrible dream I took a knife and stabbed her and a hammer and beat her in the head trying to kill her all the while she pleaded with me to stop and said that though her face was false and she really looked like the creature I saw below the pseudo face she was really my mother, and only wore the mask so she would not frighten me just because she loved me.

It scared the hell out of me for days afterwards for I could not get the images out of my mind that the people I knew and loved could have possibly not been who I thought they were.

I knew it was a dream, and still it so sickened and terrified me for weeks.

Now imagine if I had got hold to this article or heard of such things back

then as a Experiencer and a child.

Could be that is why this so called document so angered me.

I was eventually able to separate the dream from reality.

Yes the creature I saw below the Skin was one that me and my brother Ralph had actually encountered back in the fifties we these creatures Saureans, today some call them Reptilians.

I saw these creatures during a mass abduction and knew they were real, but I also knew that my mother was not a Saurian in disguise.

I knew that, that was only a bad dream I had, had about my mother, but what if I would have heard this nonsense back then while I was still in a child in that vulnerable state of mind as I was after the dream?

Would I have really attacked my mother?

Now I say of course not, but back then when the nightmare was still fresh in my mind I can't honestly say what I would have done.

Even by saying what I just did because of this article there will be those that say,
" Ah ha see he's one of them and don't even know it. " or that,
" See he is suffering from the Stockholm Syndrome." or that,
" He has been mind broken and or brain washed by them." or that,
" Boy this guy is nuts! "
To those I say " Bull chips! "

I don't love them, hate them, or worship them, and I know I am not crazy. Thus because of my first person encounters I know that, there are and for a long time has been, Visitors from other worlds and realms coming to our world.

Yes I do think our government may have captured downed flying saucers and their pilots in light of the incredible jumps that have been made in our technology.
My sighting of Flying Saucers, UFOs, and my encounters with Entities over the years have shone me that they are here, so I have no doubt in my mind that our government could be in contact with these beings, or that secret organizations exist.
Still when it comes to the reports of people actually visiting these bases and seeing the aliens eating children, torturing, dismembering, and skinning humans in secret government bases that is where my credibility ends.
Oh not that it could be a possibility a simple look at what our government has done in secret to unknowing people will tell you that our government is more than capable of doing these things, I just don't believe reports from within these groups are to be believed.
To this day the true Experiencers are branded with the stigma created by this the very same bureaucracy, that now is expected to give us true answers to our inquires.

Seems to me the Greys, according to this report, were the ones saying

"Hey let's be up front with the people of your world, lets end this secrecy."

Could that be why they had to be " Offed " because if they were to so to say "Come out of the closet " that would end the bankrolling of the Black Ops being able to make big bucks off the selling of the technology they were being given in return for the Aliens being allowed to study the people of Earth?

Or could it be that the Aliens would not give them the top shelf stuff knowing the nature of character of the people they were dealing with that being the Industrial Military Complex?

Now let's just stop here a moment to think about this.

Some of the things said to have come from the alien technology has been, let's see, plastics, computers, fiber optics, lasers, masers, super conductors, stealth technology, micro chips, micro circuitry, genetic engineering, and if you are paying attention the news is talking about the new implant devices that may soon enable paralyzed people to not only control computers but one day use there bodies again and also may be the first step toward artificial telepathy.

Have you seen what these implants look like?

Tiny cone shaped pieces of glass which will be implanted in the top area of the brain, or under the skin of the arm familiar anyone?

Seems we may still be working with some one if not the Greys then who?

When Ralph was a child once he came running to me and the mother of a friend of ours told us of how he was picking at a bump on his finger and a piece of glass came out of it.

Of course he did not keep it nor did we have any idea of the objects possible meaning it had back then, I did not see it but I never forgot his telling me about it but never really thought about it much after that.

Then when I many years later in the late eighties saw a story on tv about the first removal of an alleged alien probes from a mans' leg, and saw that it was a triangular piece of glass, or maybe an flattened elongated cone to be a more accurate description of the object I instantly flashed back to what Ralph had said those many years before.
I know that this program had to have aired after the March of 1988, for Ralph had died by then our I would have shone him the tape, I am not sure but I think the program may have been Unsolved Mysteries, or Current Affair.

It seems that the stuff we were being given all was of a benefit to mankind and not of a destructive nature.

Now back to the story of the commandos assault on the Greys, if the Aliens did defeat the attacking sixty six with but a ray, hmmm, one is given to wonder the reason for the commandos attack in the first place.

Boy, can you just imagine what would we have done with such a ray during the cold war?

Could that have been what the assault was over we wanted their weapon technology and not things useful to all of mankind?

Still saying that any or this stuff is true, remember it's these same deceitful back stabbers that are now supplying these " deep throats " with out names with all of thing new leaked out information.

Now can you see my distrust of these stories and releases?

It's like the stories of how the native Americans were savages and scalped people when a glance at the true history shows that it was first the Europeans whom offered money for the scalps of the native Americans.

When the native American took a scalp it was for revenge not profit.

Now think of the experiments we now know that our government has had done to its unsuspecting citizens.

It has had us irradiated, It has released diseases on us, It has created and released all kinds of terrible addictive and dangerous drugs in to our neighborhoods, It has sold weapons to our enemies, It has had our phones taped, our savings, our lands, and lives stolen by those we elect to protect us and our interests.

How can you trust anything coming from this governments archive and those that are in the government?

I know Stanton Friedman too and have appeared with him on the Jackie Mason show, though I think he is a honest man at heart I do not feel he is the right one to bring credibility to this phenomena.

For years he has tied up programs by holding up and pointing to blacked out papers.

It is because he has to depend for his information on the archives of a government, that is intent on feeding the questioning public dis information, that he also places anyone that follows him in jeopardy of the same pitfalls that he is lead into.
He may be a very competent UFOlogist and researcher but that does not give him as much insight as a true Experiencer.

His not being an Experiencer places him at the mercy of these blacked out archives that have long since been sterilized of any and all real information, because of this one should bear in mind when listening to him speak about these tainted documents he is waving as his evidence that," The best way to spread a lie is on the lips of an honest man."

I got my information and understanding from face to face first person encounters and sightings.

The aliens have been here long before Roswell and if they wanted to be seen they could do it at any point they wanted to.

Not only have I have seen UFOs and had strange encounters all my life, but so have my parents and their parents but they back then called these things Spirits, Spooks, Ghosts, and Demons.

So my family has a history of over one hundred years of encounters with these creatures on both sides.

So you see I have no doubt about Roswell or Area 51 or Bob Lazar, I am just not impressed by it or its lore, for I know how my tax dollars work and that anything these archive release has been blanked out, blacked out and or tainted long before it was released.

It is a fact that I heard about Area 51 from a person that was once posted as a guard out there.
I and Ralph first heard of it from our friend Jaen Garcia we were talking about UFOs and he asked what did we mean by UFOs and we told him the usual Unidentified Flying Objects like glowing disc or balls of lights in the night shy that are not planes or man made object.
" Oh I used to see those things all the time when I was posted as a guard on this base way out on in the dessert while I was in the army."

At the time he was talking about it no one had even heard of the base outside of those living in the area.

He said when he told his superiors about them he was told to ignore them for they were just heat inversions, and being a good soldier that is just what he did up until my brother Ralph and I made him realize what he had been seeing while he was posted out there.

It was only after I heard about Area 51 and what it was said to contain that I realized that this was the base Jaen was talking about those many years before.

It is because of that, that I believe we do have bases and alien craft and possibly alien to.

My problem with these reports is that they only speak of Greys as if they're the only one type of Grey ( I hate that term..)

There are many forms of that entity and plenty of other creatures beyond them.

Why are they never mentioned in these papers?

I don't rail about the incredibility of these report but at the fact that nothing I have seen done by the many different kinds of entities I have encountered has shown them to be anything more than curious about us as we are them.

We would do the same thing to them as they are doing to us if we came up on a society of creatures of less capable beings than ourselves I dare say, going by our history I know we would do far worst.

All these guys talk as if this just started with Roswell when records, cave paintings and ancient artifacts show it started long before then and we are entangled in it from our roots and beginnings.

To act like this is a recent or current phenomena is to turn a blind eye to the greater involvement of these and other entities in our evolution.

Again if the sixty six commandos could not wipe out a few Greys back then and these creatures had these deep and horrible intention toward mankind why did they just not turn that same ray on all of us?


The whole story sounds suspect to me, which side is telling the truth the side that lied to us all a long and said they, the aliens, did not exist and initiated a cover up that caused those having these experiences to be branded as liars, and or crazy?

How many poor souls ended up in asylums, or committed suicide, or were ostracized by friend family and church because they spoke of their encounters with these entities?
How can you trust anything coming from the government archive and those that are in the government?

Seems to me the only lies we have heard so far has come from the same ones that are now giving out this " Secret Information. "

How can you believe a liar when the liar says," I lied when I said I wasn't lying before but I am not lying now?"
It is because of all the prominence of all of those authors and researchers that I have mentioned in this page that I find that their innocent ignorance proposes a very real danger to those of us that are the true Experiencers of this very real phenomena by their rush to be the first to get these top secret documents out end up publishing alot of misinformation and disinformation.
These are the true monsters in the Alien Abduction Phenomena.

Thank you for your time.......


I don't want to believe........ It's much better to know.

Into The Darkness